it's been a minute since the last entry! i just didn't really have much to talk about the past like 2 weeks, but now i'm back and more annoyed than ever!! i got probably the worst night of sleep i have ever had last night. i was feeling really tired so i tried to go to sleep early, so i went to bed at like 7 pm. but i didn't fall asleep at 7. i fell asleep at like, 9 pm, but this one was understandable since i was looking at my phone for most of that time. anyway, i actually fall asleep at 9, and then wake up at 10ish. i'm like nbd, i'll just go back to sleep. but then something really weird happens. i might've watched a bit too many mtpain27 videos that day, and my brain just starts imagining elaborate dean of doom episodes of levels that don't exist. and i'm just completely unable to stop doing that for some reason, so my brain's just power rangers operation overdrive while i'm trying to sleep! anyway, so i'm struggling to fall asleep, and after what feels like twelve years, i'm finally able to. bUT THEN, I WAKE UP AT 12 AM. now i'm annoyed, but it's not even just because i can't stay asleep. for some reason, when i woke up this time, i started having like, an existential crisis over not being able to think in my own voice. i was only able to think in an australian accent and i started freaking out and whispering to myself. your guess is as good as mine for why this happened. anyway, at like 1 am, i'm finally able to go back to sleep, but then it's just a cycle of falling asleep and waking back up every hour until i get woken up by my alarm at 6 am. BUT EVEN THEN IT'S NOT OVER, since i randomly fall back asleep right when it's not a good thing that i'd be able to. anyway after that i get woken up by my mom at 6:45 and shower and get ready for school and yeah yeah whatever, but that was so annoying. now i'm at school and i'm sluggish and just not fully present mentally. today's gonna be a DISASTER lol